Mommy is not well. Seeing her in pain and crying hurts me. but i can do nothing. nobody's home, just mom and me. dad and bro couldnt take leave. what will happen when i am not around next week. I don't wish to see things happen. I must learn to take care of this family, i must grow up. I MUST!

She prayed, telling GOD to not let anything happen to her. Because her children are still young. I teared.



i am finally back to blog after half a month, laugh out loud. many things happened recently especially birthdaysssss. Yes lots of birthday celebrations. we gonna pause and rest awhile before someone's bd on the very last day of the year.

school's all right. assignments are not as heavy as the previous sem, i am just slacking all the way. done w a few reports and presentation so far and i am satisfied w all so far. gonna have elearning starting from tue because mon is not considered my schday. HAHA!

maybe maybe be going lavender w mom, bro and grandfather to settle some stuff and brother suggested to lunch @ the bakuteh stall beside riverwalk. i am craving for that since the last time i ate it, about 12345654654 years ago. but gonna go back sch for polympics competition hais. cannot enjoy my time w family members again. gonna miss leader member on tue too. cant wait for pm on wednesday, woo! gonna be at my house again, havent told mom but shouldnt be a problem:)

luke luke luke, gonna focus on this now:D

ok, gonna end off w a photo of the bd boy and me:)





really totally no mood. there's just simply too many things on my mind. perhap, there's the price for being a year older. lol, no link. i am really really thankful to all who celebrated my bd w me, was a happy girl the entire week. but now, it's back to reality. i dont wish to admit but i'm totally exhausted. i dont wish to hurt anyone, so i have to hang on. GOD, pls show me the way.



It feels good to be back in campus.

Some things that i wanna do:

• Shoooooooping! (top, jeans, bag, etc)
  
• Get LG GM730 JOY.
• My Ipod Nano
  
• Stock up my makeup kit.
• Faster get my second pay.
• Do something to my hair.
• Improve my vb skill.
• Train up my stamina for napfa.
• Build better relationship w W389, Subzone :)
• Join a ministry!
  
• Catch up w my girls.
• Enjoy this month :D (bd coming)
• To love everyone!